March 16, 2012
This morning I packed up extra clothes, pulled some frozen milk out of the freezer and brought my baby girl to daycare. It’s noon and I’m still crying. I know that she is in good hands but leaving her was heartbreaking. I’ve been through this before and I know that it will get easier but today it feels unbearable.
Maybe it’s the rain. Maybe it’s the fact that everywhere I look I am reminded of her. Maybe it’s that I’m not ready for this.
I bought myself some tulips as a reminder that spring is coming and things will get easier. I thought they would cheer me up. But they’re not working.
They’re not working because THIS:
Is just no match for THIS: